I'm really bad at keeping secrets- and leaving well enough alone when I know that someone else has a secret. I can keep secrets if someone confides in me and all, but otherwise, the excitement gets the better of me. As a kid, I got pretty good at unwrapping Christmas presents well in advance... you've got to be careful to cut the tape right on the seam and then reapply the same exact amount of tape over the tape you cut through... and then there was the time my sister left on her honeymoon, and all the wedding gifts were left at our house.... ya, most of them got unwrapped and re-wrapped- you knew about that, right Kim?
But I've actually gotten better at keeping secrets. I can keep Nathan's birthday present a secret until
at least the day
before his birthday....
Nathan's a lot like me... but he especially loves to find secrets out.
I've recently learned that Bryson is a REALLY GOOD secret keeper. Quite surprising to me, and most of those who really know Bryson, since he's such a talker. About three weeks before Nathan's birthday, I took Bryson out with me to look for a birthday present. Our grill had bit the dust (numerous times) and needed replacing. I was hoping that since it was nearing October and 'grilling season' was mostly over, that I could get a smoking deal... not so much, but when Nathan heard I'd taken Bryson, he immediately started asking Bryson what he was getting- Bryson wouldn't tell! Foreseeing the need to know just how good of a secret keeper Bryson really was (for reasons shortly to be explained), I had Nathan keep pestering him over the next few weeks, even offering candy as a bribe if he would just tell Nathan was his present was. Nope, Brysons lips were sealed. We were both very impressed (and shocked).
So when Bryson started getting very concerned about why I've been so sick, I knew I could trust him with my little secret. He was asking questions, and obviously quite worried that something was really seriously wrong with me... when I told him that I had been so sick because I was going to have a BABY, his face completely lit up and he exclaimed, "Oh, I hope it's a baby sister!" It was a priceless reaction. I love that he's old enough to understand, because Dallin and Eli (and Bryson with my other pregnancy's) are
clueless as to what a 'baby in mommy's tummy' really means.
With all my other pregnancy's, we've spilled the beans right away. I think with Dallin, we waited til we were 7 weeks, really only because my brother and his wife were coming to visit us in Kentucky, and they had just had a miscarriage, so we wanted to wait a little before we told everyone... But with this one, (for some strange reason) we thought it would be fun (wahoo!!) to wait until we knew what we were having before telling anyone. But when you look like this at 12 weeks, it's kinda hard to keep under wraps...

Well, I really started looking that huge at six weeks, but it was mostly just miserable bloating and would come and go.... Another nurse at work actually asked me if I was expecting when I was 7 weeks.... she could see my belly despite the shapeless scrub top I had on... and my sister totally accused me of being pregnant at 7 weeks, but I brushed it off and pretended to be shocked at her accusation. When my belly was not miserable, I sure flaunted it's lack of roundness off as much as possible to dispel any thoughts that may have been in my family's heads. But by 14 weeks, nothing was hiding the bulge, so I begged my OB for an ultrasound- and since I was measuring large for dates, he agreed....

The sonographer's 12 years experience is very convinced that this is a baby
girl. I even called her back a few hours after my appointment just to see how strongly she felt about it.... she said that the baby couldn't have been more cooperative in giving her a good view- and that there was no evidence of 'boy parts' anywhere- and that 14 weeks is plenty late to determine gender by ultrasound- and that she'd be shocked if my ultrasound in 5 weeks showed otherwise based on the view she had. So while I'm really trying to keep from being TOO excited, I am pretty stinking enthusiastic about the prospect of
pink and
hair bows and
dolls and
tea parties.
And surprisingly, I really haven't been very worried about delivery with this one, considering my 2-contraction-and-the-baby's-born labor last time.... well, at least not yet *grin* I just hope I get to have this baby in a hospital- or at the
very least that Bryson doesn't have to deliver...